I go up to 4 days without any sleep at all most of the time so my body’s used to being exhausted as fuck and functioning that way. BUT whenever I have that extremely rare night off and I genuinely relax for once, my body just gives on up everything. That’s what happened last month when I had to go to the fucking ER.

I’m pissed off and feel like shit yet it’s somehow worth it because last night was the most relaxed and happy I have been in a really long time.